Today had the very first common test, Molecular Biology of Infectious Diseases.
Quite a breeze actually, managed to answer most questions without problem, just some of them are tricky. Lolx. Especially the one on dengue fever, asking for the non-related option. I chose my answer because that answer only linked to Hepatitis C Virus in my thoughts, and never did I come into sense that it’s also part of dengue. Tio tricked lorh. Lolx.
So that’s for MBID Test, quite a breeze. Haha. Tomorrow is Structural & Functional Genomics Test. Nyehh…
signing off at 2218 hrs
Yep. I’ve already decided to leave the Unit’s trainings and plannings for NPCC. I’m getting really tired from working so hard with little effects being seen. It’s pointless when the others tell you again and again that they will do something, and you don’t see the results as expected. Very disappointing also.
I can’t blame some for doing so, because of school or other commitments. But what I am very upset about is everyone has a common one word, which is “busy” and they push away all responsibilities with a word of apology. And that’s not doing any effect to the current situation.
So I must well leave the scene so to let everyone who wants to rot, to rot.
Other than that, it’s to see people grow independently, though I must say, it’s a very hard way of doing so.
On the other hand, I would want to be more active in HQ and National Level since I’m no longer going to be active at all in the Unit. Although more active in HQ and National Level, it’s better for doing so, because over all, the workload will be greatly lessen compared to being active in the Unit.
So, good luck to my dearest Sec 2 cadets. Hope they become good leaders. And also good luck to the NCOs attached to Sec 2 squad, in becoming more independent leaders, without consistent guidance.
signing off at 2046 hrs
Yeah, it’s the second day after school reopened.
But it’s fortunately, or unfortunately, the second day at home doing e-learning, since school has been suspended due to H1N1. People keep saying that NYP is so good, to have an extended holiday. And people put up petition in RP, to request for suspension of school for the rest of Year 2 and 3 students.
I mean, having an extended holiday is totally not fun at all. Everyday we receive assignments that is quite mentally tedious. And we still have to revise for the upcoming tests, that were all postponed. Like, what the shit?
And people want holiday extended because they see others having it.
Okay, you might argue that it’s for the safety, blah blah blah. Go and die. Safety… Like for real, you care for safety.
If it’s for safety, then you won’t jaywalk, you won’t litter, you won’t spit, you won’t cough and sneeze without covering your mouth.
If everyone is so socially responsible, then why is there a need to be fearful of safety being compromised? =.=
Blah. Whatever it is. I’m still suffering larh. God damn these systems and the influenza.
signing off at 1121 hrs
Yeah, thanks to this fellow, our common tests get postponed.
Actually, today kind of have the feel of motivation after a long slack. And I actually picked up my Principles of Clinical Trials notes and reading them. Lolx.
But Ms Diong had to call me for two times, to inform me about the postponing of common tests personally, and breaking my momentum again. Lolx. Cannot blame her for doing her job though.
So after that, kind of back to dull atmosphere again, and I decided to start playing DotA and facebook. Now, actually got nothing to do. But I dread the night – so cold!
Nice DotA game with the kids. Ownage. Lolx.
Not that I’m a professional player, but they are just new, perhaps?
Okay larh, shall wait for my brother to come out of the toilet, and we get back to our game. Lolx.
signing off at 0417 hrs
PS: I haven’t been sleeping.
This few days, I’ve been absent from SANA. Because of NPCC and school, supposedly.
Now I’m supposed to be free, and have nothing to do. But I’m still spending time rotting at home. Don’t know why, but I just can’t find the motivational push factor to get out of bed, to wash up, to go out of house.
Even so, I just cannot get find myself a comfortable seat at home, with all my lecture notes in front of me, and start studying for the tests that are due in 2 weeks’ time.
You might be thinking that I’m playing some games to past time, but I’m not. I’m literally exchanging carbon dioxide for oxygen in front of my computer, and nothing else. Not even blog-hopping, facebooking, or watching some videos.
Blah. What has the world come to for Vincent?
I just need to find that push to start working again.
signing off at 1033 hrs
So guilty. Overslept. Then in the end didn’t turn up for the meet up to film our project work. =/
Thank God they are all kind enough to forgive me for my absence. =P
So now while I’m waiting for time to pass, to go to HQ later, let me blog about my experience in ATC.
Like I’ve said in my previous post, I was a Group CI in charge for Alpha. Hmm I hope all of my campers under me had fun in the whole camp. Hope I managed to deliver some lifeskills and life lessons to them through the camp debriefs.
Throughout the camp, I had fun myself, and I can see that thay all have enjoyed themselves in the activities laid out for them, especially the night Confidence Walk.
Many still had the face of mischief though. So I was telling them to expect a tougher camp next year when we see each other again in STC.
I enjoyed the activities run with Syuhaidah, Margeret and Riverside Officers outside. Although nothing special, they have their ways of encouraging people to move on. Though sometimes I feel that, they were too strict. I also find the kids funny. And I guess if they are able to differentiate right from wrong, they will make good leaders next time.
Whatever it is, just hope they have fun, and remember the lessons I taught, and also remember me as their Instructor.
signing off at 1245 hrs
So anyway, came back from Ubin for Adventure Training Camp. First time having this camp with the new Area 13. Nothing much, nothing new, nothing extraordinary. Just as interesting as the others, and as exciting as the others. Well, likewise, there were lots of things that we need to look at during our After Action Review.
This camp, I took 1 group, Alpha. And simultaneously, I was responsible in leading Bravo also. Because the CI in charge of Bravo was always called into Medic Post to look after female cadets. Sad. So in the way, we are a bit shortage of manpower. Haha.
Anyway the case was, I was able to lead 2 groups without problems. Maybe because I’ve the experience already. But a bit pity for Syuhaidah, the CI in charge of Bravo, for needing to run here and there.
So nothing much. I had some fun too, with the new group of CIs. Especially at night. Lots of laughters. Hahas.
Okay. I shall blog again. It’s holidays anyway. Hahas.
signing off at 2235 hrs
Am so refreshed after a long sleep last night. First night I’m having a good sleep. Hahas.
Anyway, was in school on Monday for lessons. And was quite pissed off with one incident my gang and I met up with in the lift with another group of students with brains filled with stupidity.
They knew that their group is too big to take the lift. Nevertheless, as Singaporeans always like to be, they squeeze their way in. I’m kind of used to that. But the moment they realised that the lift doors weren’t closing perhaps because the lift was overload, or simply someone was blocking the door, some decided to take another, and so they left.
In the whole incident that lasted approximately 3 minutes, they shouted, they yelled, they made a nuisance out of nothing. And before I could get the door closed, those inside were still argueing with those outside, with full of actions and finger pointing. That’s childish, but that’s beside the point.
I mean, is there really a need to shout and make a scene out of nothing, just because the lift is here, just because they have to take another lift? Like OMG. Can’t they freakinggg wait?
Was telling Yang Zi and Xiao Si, if the person that came in was from that group, instead of the lecturer who came in after the incident, I would have shouted at them, and gotten them off the lift.
Inconsiderate people. No sensitivity to others. And these people ought to be shot in the head, one hit KO.
signing off at 0817 hrs
Wish myself a happy birthday. Haha.
Thanks to those who deliberately ping me online or text me to wish me happy birthday. Appreciate it.
Well, at least I know, who (still) treat me as their friends, and who has already disregarded/forgotten me because I’m not significant in their lives. Well, to those people, I have no comments though. For what, I believe in the principle in “the nature of reciprocal” in this world.
signing off at 0129 hrs
Now I can draw a distinctive line between classmates/schoolmates and friends. =)
Am currently on MSN phonecall with Xiao Si. While she’s in a conversation with her mom, to WHERE TO EAT TOMORROW, let me blog. Damn. I’m hungry.
So Xiao Si was complaining that Year 3 is a damn busy year. I told her, “在距续 pia 多两，三个星期，我们就 relax liao,” just like what I told Allyson on the train home.
I’m in a very confused state of mind right now. Because of the situation that I am currently in. It’s like, why am I so busy with NPCC, when I’m already in Year 3, busy with assignments, presentations, projects, practicals, common tests, and ectetera. And then, the best part is, I’m so regretful of the path I chose – to come into this course, since it has got no link at all with whatever that I am going to do in the future.
Haha. Don’t know larh. It’s like another 9 or 10 months, I’m going to end my academic in this diploma. So just carry on to endure.
Anyway, I submitted my application for that OIPP to Australia. Mom tells me don’t go other countries. Cos not safe civilly. Blah. Now H1N1 is spreading worse. My dad’s getting worried for that.
Okay. Done. I go back pia my Human Genome Project.
signing off at 2359 hrs
Yeah. It’s verse 3. I’m wondering how many verses can I blog about Ugly Singaporean. I hope I can blog as many as possible so that the reputation of Singapore as a 1st World Country gets fouled by these unsociable acts.
So today was at McDonalds’ with Hanisah and Abdullah, after weekly training at Canberra. While waiting, I went to queue for McFlurry, which I hadn’t bought it for a very long time already. So there was this uncle, cut all the way into the queue to the front, causing disturbance to the customers, and of course displeased me since he was like, “Excuse me excuse me.”
Guess what he wanted?
He wanted to change the Coca Cola glass because he said he had gotten the colour already. The staff told him that there was only green colour since it’s given out weekly according to the colour schemes. And he was so undescribable that he insisted to have other colours.
The manager told him that they only got green. So after several attempts I guess he gave up in the end.
I mean, you are getting the glass for free already, and you still want to choose what is given. And it has been made so clearly that the colours are given according to the week of sales. So kiasu larh.
Cannot take it man. Such people. =.=”
These people ought to be shot in the head, one bullet KO.
signing off at 2353 hrs
It’s like only 2 previous post that says that Week 6 shall begin. Well, 2 posts later, it’s already the end. How fast.
Yeah. Time does fly eh. Like what I was telling the others. It’s like very quick, that we have completed a third of the whole Semester. And tests are coming in 3 weeks’ time.
Good luck in advance to all.
I just recovered from fever. So I don’t wanna stay long. Shall blog again.
signing off at 0110 hrs
Woke up with a fever today at 38.4 deg C. Was forced to self-quarantine at home so now I got nothing to do.
Hopefully the fever subsides by tonight so I can attend the next two days of training. Blah. Sucky day.
signing off at 1038 hrs
Week 6 will begin in 3 minutes from now.
Time is going real quick.
We are already a third of the Semester already. Wow.
2 more tests to go this week. And there will be no more worries.
Just had NDP Training yesterday. We were all laughing at the RSM’s pronunciation on the commands, over the mike. Think the mike muffled his pronunciations.
Then we were also laughing at the Warrant Officers’ vocal cue on the halt bass drum beats. HUM-HUM! HUM-HUM! HUM! HUM! HUM! Hahas. Hum. We were laughing so loudly in the parade square that the NS guys were all looking at us.
And hey, I saw Mengzhou, my squad mate in CIBTC, in the Police Contingent.
signing off at 2359 hrs
4 down. 2 more to go.
Thursday, 9 July 2009 in daily shit, npcc, school, some comments with 1 Comment
No. 2 + 1 more.
While everyone celebrates tomorrow for the end of common tests, I still have got another one coming up on Monday. Blah. Stupid elective that I don’t understand much things about. Shall see barh.
Was reading my blog posts that I had blogged for the past few months. My posts had been getting more nasty than the previous one. The tone is so hostile. And a bit of disappointment?
Don’t know leh. But I feel really really tired. Tired of training and planning back in the Unit. Tired of school and lessons and tests and exams. Tired of games that I usually play. Tired of the life at home where my mom will just keep nagging and nagging at my brothers for not staying at home to study, by far I believe the nagging is still not working and she doesn’t change nor my brothers realise how deepshit they are in. Just one word, “tired”.
Really happy lorh, when I finally announced to the whole world that I’m going to leave the Unit already. Abdullah was still saying that I am not ready to let go yet. But I believe I am. I am able to play taichi when questions come in. I am able to shoot blardy stupid dumbo questions down when HE asked me over email, and not getting any angry out of it.
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