Yeah. Damn bored.
FYP started officially today. With me thawing and growing up my first passage of cells from frozen cryovial stock. So most likely tomorrow onwards I will be on my own.
Today they have this NTU Admission Talk in school. Didn’t bother attending since I already know more or less where I want to head towards to. So after work has ended I just headed back home straight.
Don’t know. But still not quite used to the environment back in NYP.
I miss Thailand very much. Very!
Feeling very tired yet I don’t wish to sleep because I want to talk to ****** =)
****** is going to reach home very soon? Don’t know. Just hope that ****** will come talk to me in MSN before I knock out. Lol.
Sian 死了. I was thinking of reading the leftover journal papers but recalled that I kept all my things in the cabinet back in the lab. So much for the convenience. -.-”
So anyway, this weekend will be spent at HTA for the drills manual thing. Argh. There goes my weekend with ******
Next week then. Hope ****** doesn’t mind. =)
signing off at 1715 hrs
Taken from http://the5thletteroftheenglishalphabet.tumblr.com/ =)
After a long 3 months.
Finally touchdown in Singapore.
Finally back home.
Good to be home.
Glad to be home.
Am cherishing this home more than before. =)
I won’t blog about how much I have learnt or whatever in Thailand during the 3 weeks. Because it’s simply a long list that I think everyone will fall asleep after reading. Lolx. So some facts about the attachment trip in Thailand.
- We watched on average 1 movie in each week, on the weekends.
- We have to stand while a video plays for His Majesty, the King of Thailand.
- Most Thais don’t obey traffic rules. But trips on the roads are much safer than in Singapore.
- Some Thais don’t understand English; Others could converse in English.
- All shopping malls in Thailand have security checkpoints at the entrance.
- They have high-speed Internet in Thailand. But not in our dormitory.
- We swam once every weekend.
- The electricity gets cut when it’s thunderstorm.
- There are 3 genders in Thailand: Male, Female and Transsexuals.
- Thai locals are friendly and honest. Most of them, that is.
- Thailand is like Singapore in its 1990s.
- Bangkok has the longest official city name in the world.
Okay. Enough. I want to sleep thinking of these. hahas.
signing off at 1242 hrs
Yeap. Today is the day that all of us are going back home. Which means, Regina and Sarah, with another person of the same course are coming to Thailand.
Been waiting for this day for a very long time.
Within a blink of the eye, 3 months have long passed.
I will never forget the laughters shared with my colleagues here, I will not forget the things they taught me.
Of course I will remember the times of “Mai khao jai” jokes. (Mai khao jai means “don’t understand” in Thai)
Coming to Thailand for this 3 months really do good for myself. At least I’ve learnt to be independent for some reasons, I’ve become more self-reliant, in that sense of work scope.
Now to think of going back to Singapore, it’s a little pity to leave this place for Final Year Project in school.
But to think of it again, I WANT TO GO BACK. Because I just miss the people back in Singapore so much!
So priority list has been more or less set up.
Looks like top on the list is NPCC.
Followed by FYP and other school matters.
I guess relationship would come next.
But I’d guess it’s a wrong move to even tell the whole world that I’m attached, since we want to stay low in the first place. So don’t expect updates from me anymore on that. And whoever that asks me when we meet, shall be shot dead in the head.
LOL. Just kidding.
last post signing off at 0631 hrs, Thailand
Yeap. Exactly 7 more days and we will be flying back to Singapore. EXCITED! Lolx.
While both Julius.Jayden and Dayana are having their mock presentation with their department members, just opposite my office, I’m rotting in my office on the office’s computer. No, I didn’t bring my laptop over since I thought I would have little waiting time. But, well, I’m wrong. Hahas.
Anyway, those of you from same class, year of course in SCL, must be wondering what “Julius.Jayden”. Lolx. He adopted a new name for himself, that he wants his friends to call him Jayden. So, the 2 of us are also trying very hard to adapt to calling him “Jayden”. Hahs.
What a catchy title. Lol.
Yeah, we are starting to count down to we go back to Singapore.
It’s like about 2 weeks left. Woots. So fast eh.
I guess first thing after touchdown, would most likely be talking or thinking about NPCC stuffs. LOL. No life, I know. But what to do. Cannot run away de.
FYP starts 3 days shortly after we’ve landed. So, it’s most likely to be a rush restart of part 2 of the semester. Siansation, we are back to.
signing off at 2201 hrs, Thailand
难以忘记初次见你，一双迷人的眼睛
nan yi wang ji chu ci jian ni, yi shuang mi ren de yan jing
在我脑海里，你的身影，挥散不去
zai wo nao hai li, ni de sheng ying, hui san bu qu
握你的双手感觉你的温柔，真的有点透不过气
wo ni de shuang shou gan jue ni de wen rou, zhen de you dian tou bu guo qi
你的天真我想珍惜，看到你受委屈我会伤心
ni de tian zhen wo xiang zhen xi, kan dao ni sou wei qu wo hui shang xin
只怕我自己会爱上你，不敢让自己靠的太近
zhi pa wo zi ji hui ai shang ni, bu gan rang zi ji kao de tai jing
怕我没什么能够给你，爱你也需要很大的勇气
pa wo mei shen me neng gou gei ni, ai ni ye xu yao he da de yong qi
只怕我自己会爱上你，也许有天会情不自禁
zhi pa wo zi ji hui ai shang ni, ye xu you tian hui qing bu zi jing
想念只让自己苦了自己，爱上你是我情非得已
xiang nian zhi rang zi ji ku le zi ji, ai shang ni shi wo qing fei de yi
—
难以忘记初次见你，一双迷人的眼睛
nan yi wang ji chu ci jian ni, yi shuang mi ren de yan jing
在我脑海里，你的身影，挥散不去
zai wo nao hai li, ni de sheng ying, hui san bu qu
握你的双手感觉你的温柔，真的有点透不过气
wo ni de shuang shou gan jue ni de wen rou, zhen de you dian tou bu guo qi
你的天真我想珍惜，看到你受委屈我会伤心
ni de tian zhen wo xiang zhen xi, kan dao ni sou wei qu wo hui shang xin
只怕我自己会爱上你，不敢让自己靠的太近
zhi pa wo zi ji hui ai shang ni, bu gan rang zi ji kao de tai jing
怕我没什么能够给你，爱你也需要很大的勇气
pa wo mei shen me neng gou gei ni, ai ni ye xu yao he da de yong qi
只怕我自己会爱上你，也许有天会情不自禁
zhi pa wo zi ji hui ai shang ni, ye xu you tian hui qing bu zi jing
想念只让自己苦了自己，爱上你是我情非得已
xiang nian zhi rang zi ji ku le zi ji, ai shang ni shi wo qing fei de yi
什么原因，我竟然又会遇见你
shen me yuan yin, wo jin ran you hui yu jian ni
我真的真的不愿意，就这样陷入爱的陷阱
wo zhen de zhen de bu yuan yi, jiu zhe yang xian ru ai de xian jing
—
只怕我自己会爱上你，不敢让自己靠的太近
zhi pa wo zi ji hui ai shang ni, bu gan rang zi ji kao de tai jing
怕我没什么能够给你，爱你也需要很大的勇气
pa wo mei shen me neng gou gei ni, ai ni ye xu yao he da de yong qi
只怕我自己会爱上你，也许有天会情不自禁
zhi pa wo zi ji hui ai shang ni, ye xu you tian hui qing bu zi jing
想念只让自己苦了自己，爱上你是我情非得已
xiang nian zhi rang zi ji ku le zi ji, ai shang ni shi wo qing fei de yi
爱上你是我情非得已
ai shang ni shi wo qing fei de yi
All of us actually started to count down to going back Singapore.
So exciting! Hahas.
Nothing much to blog. But we went to watch The Brothers Bloom on Saturday, and ate at Orchard, a Singaporean brand restaurant in Bangkok. The food isn’t that bad. But the tastes of the Bak Kut Teh and Hor Fun seems different.
So on Sunday we went back to Chatuchak. They bought more things. So did I. We went to MBK Center (a shopping mall in Bangkok) for dinner, and they looking for their shoes, and me looking for my new phone.
My phone died on me on Saturday. =(
Don’t know why. I kind of like the current phone, but it’s a bit laggy since it’s supposed to be a budgeted phone. Guess I will use it for about a year or so again, before moving on. Hahas.
Dad is so going to kill me for the new phone. Lol.
signing off at 1056 hrs, Thailand
It’s been some time that I’ve been away from Singapore.
So naturally, with a busy-tight schedule here in Thailand, I’ve kind of lost touch with many news, information and updates of school, NPCC and SANA. Nonetheless, yesterday I received a piece of very good news way back from Singapore.
I have been promoted to Senior Cadet Inspector.
First person to inform me was actually Steven, who has also been promoted in the recent mass promotion exercise. Though Dom Sir and Mr Chng did come and break the news to me too. Appreciate their thoughtfulness. =)
But I have a mixed feeling of weirdness and guilt-sort-of. The plan was supposed to be applying for the promotion and extension together so that the 3 of us, Abdullah, Hanisah and myself, can carry on to work together in maintaining the Unit and the Area. But now it seems like only my efforts have been recognised by HQ.
Abdullah was saying that perhaps he had learnt to let go. Hanisah actually forgotten about it. First thing I felt was, a relief that they are no longer troubled by whatever problems the Unit may face, and will be able to move on with life easily. But then, I felt disheartened as well, to know that I may be carrying on alone. 7 years of partnership, feel sad that it may end soon. Just hope they don’t leave that soon.
Well, what to do. When you have to go, you have to go. It’s a very famous quote. No one can deny that will happen ultimately. Continue Reading »
Yesterday went to Chatuchak for the 3rd time (or fourth?) to get souvenirs for people I know.
Bought lots of stuffs, and spent about 1500 baht on the things. I bought myself 3 shirts and a pair of bermudas. We spent more than 4 hours looking around Chatuchak, and we covered merely less than 50% of the area.
But anyway it is, I’m sure both Dayana and I had a fruitful trip. No, Julius didn’t join us.
I was telling Dayana that perhaps we should go back there again, and carry on with our search. Cos I realised I missed out a group of people, by which I’m not going to say who. Lolx.
So after that, we went to Central World and tried our luck at Breadtalk to see if they still had Nasi Lemak. Nope, it was sold out, so we went to eat at Triple’O after walking around and deciding where to eat. I was finding this Singaporean Chicken Rice but couldn’t find. Triple’O meal was nice though, and in the end, we found the chicken rice on the way out. =.=
We cabbed back to dorm at 300 baht after Dayana bought her 3000 baht jacket from Topman. Worth the day spent outside.
signing off at 1056 hrs, Thailand
Yeah, have been neglecting this blog for quite a while.
Anyway, it’s officially 30 days left to the end of the attachment. I’m uber excited to go back Singapore. Hahas.
Nothing much over here. Proud to say that I’ve completed my project, and am doing what Regina is supposed to do when she comes for her attachment. Coincidentally, we’re under the same supervisor.
So Dr Chairat was saying that he would give her a new project to do, if I were to complete her project. But he isn’t sure what to give her for her work. Lolx. I just hope I finish the second project before I leave Thailand. It will be a great achievement that an intern researcher completed two projects when he’s supposed to do only one. Haha!
Last night we ordered McDonald’s for dinner, via the delivery. I had problems communicating with him. I wanted to ask where is he, and I said “Kau tinai?” Lolx. “Kau” is “you” in Malay, “Tinai” is “where” in Thai. Hahas. So smart right? That I mixed Thai and Malay together. Well of course he didn’t understand me, and I was laughing with Dayana when I said that. Lolx.
But in the end, I got help from one of the local employee that happened to pass by, tada.
That’s all. Well, at least it’s still fun to stay in Thailand, even after the fresh experiences have already become boredom.
signing off at 1528 hrs, Thailand
I just feel like updating this Personal Achievement Records, since I got nothing much to do now. Hahas. That puts me at 41 now.
Secondary 1
Secondary 1 Orientation Camp 2003
NPCC Secondary 1 Orientation Camp 2003
NPCC Annual Camp 2003
Secondary 2
Secondary 1 Orientation Camp 2004
Secondary 2 Adventure Camp @ Jalan Bahtera
NPCC Secondary 1 Orientation Camp 2004
NPCC Area 2 Adventure Training Camp 2004
NPCC Annual Camp 2004
Secondary 3
Secondary 1 Orientation Camp 2005
Secondary 2 Adventure Camp @ Diary Farm
Sarimbum Scouts Camp
Secondary 3 Leadership Training Camp @ Labrador Park
NPCC Area 2 Adventure Training Camp 2005
NPCC NCO Camp 2005
Outward Bound Singapore @ Pulau Ubin
NPCC Annual Camp 2005
Secondary 4
Secondary 1 Orientation Camp 2006
NPCC Secondary 1 Orientation Camp 2006
NPCC NCO Camp 2006
NPCC Annual Camp 2006
NPCC CIBTC D06 Adventure Training Camp
Poly Year 1
Secondary 1 Orientation Camp 2007
Freshies’ Orientation Camp 2007
NPCC Secondary 1 Orientation Camp 2007
NPCC Area 2 Adventure Training Camp 2007
NPCC NCO Camp 2007
NPCC Annual Camp 2007
SCL Club Recruitment Camp
Poly Year 2
Secondary 1 Orientation Camp 2008
NPCC Secondary 1 Orientation Camp 2008
NPCC Area 2 Survival Training Camp 2008
NPCC NCO Camp 2008
NPCC Annual Camp 2008
SCL Club Leadership Tribal Camp
Outward Bound Singapore @ Pulau Ubin
NPCC CIBTC D08 IPC Adventure Training Camp
NPCC CIBTC D08 Adventure Training Camp
Poly Year 3
Secondary 1 Orientation Camp Discovery 2009
NPCC Secondary 1 Orientation-Annual Camp 2009
NPCC Area 13 Adventure Training Camp 2009
NPCC Area 16 Adventure Training Camp 2009
signing off at 1037 hrs, Thailand
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I don’t know why is this happening between the two of us.
We wanted to be low in profile. So we won’t tell both our friends and close ones who is our the other half. So do give up asking who’s that.
But, I mean, we were quite happy with each other when we both nodded to the questions “Are you serious? Are you ready?” It’s only day 4 that problems start arising. X needed time to sort things out. But then X came to me and say let’s get back to relationship. It was just 1 day. I don’t know.
I kept feeling hurt again and again for whatever happened between us two. I cannot take it anymore. So I think I need take step back again and give X more time to be alone. To really clear the air of confusion within ourselves.
I just hope things between us will be fine. It’s only the 5th day today. =(
I can’t cry. I must be strong.
signing off at 1828 hrs, Thailand.
PS: If you care for me, don’t ask.